I want to start a blog!

You wanna what? Uh.. okay.. 

So, I read a lot of blogs. A lot of blogs. All kinds of blogs, in fact. Maybe too many sometimes. There are only a few blogs I read kind of religiously, though. Those are the blogs that make me want to have a blog. Not necessarily to vent or save people from my opinion but because I want to make someone think a little differently. Make them stop and go "Huh. I've never thought about it that way." or the more common (in my case at least) "I disagree with everything you'v- oh. *cocks head to the side* That's... pretty amazing." It's always written so nicely, too. So eloquently and thought provoking that even if I disagree, I can understand and almost change my opinion because of how it's written.

That's not the only reason, though. I want to make my own self think a little more deeply. Perhaps it's because most of the blogs I read are written by people out of high school (most are long out of college too, at least according to them) and thus, older than me. Their thoughts are more mature than mine and usually deeper too. They make me think and I like that. The blogs I'm referring to are drama-reviewing blogs. See where I'm going with this? I want to be able to look at the dramas I've watched and NOT just like them (because I'm very easily sucked in). I never know what's going to happen. Even when it's apparently painstakingly obvious what's happening and how it's going to end, I still don't know. The best example I can give is if I'm watching a mystery show, most people seem to be able to figure out the mystery before the final big reveal, y'know? I, on the other hand, cannot. I'll be sitting there, wide-eyed, biting my nails until the very end. I think there's a word for this. Oh. Right. Gullibility.

Seriously?

Yeah, I know. I guess I just look at dramas and their characters very.. black and white sometimes. If the writer's don't want me to know something, I ain't gonna know it. If they do, I might figure it out. Sometimes I don't and that results in some very confusing drama watching, let me tell you. You're just left there thinking, "Did I miss something? How- why- whaaa? When did he- why is she- hgfjdshgjkdshakjgh I don't get it." = =

I also, kind of, sort of, want to comment on everything... Every blog I really really like, I want to comment on. And they're usually long comments. That's when it hit me. "I should write my comments in more detail on my own blog! Yeah! It'll be so awesome! And I'll tell my favorite bloggers about it and see what they think and maybe they'll read it a lot like I read theirs and and and.." I was super excited, as you can see. But, then! Then I realized I don't exactly have the most regular drama-watching schedule. Sometimes I just drop something to not come back to for 6+ months. Oh, yeah, see Hope, that's just great. Such irregular watching means very irregular writing. If you just up and take an internet hiatus, whatcha readers gonna do? They ain't gonna keep readin' if you just don't post nuthin' for sixth months. *Gasp!* That's it! The blooog! If I'm gonna write on a schedule, I'll have to watch on a schedule, too! Well don't I just have this all figured out.

Be prepared for a lot of this.

 This is going to be a mess. *facedesk* Quite the optimist, aren't I?

What I mean to say is: I love all the blogs I read and they've, more or less, inspired me to start my own and try and create as much food for thought for them (and anyone else who might stumble across this and read it) as they have for me. And try and be funny in the process. Or die trying.

Probably die trying. Come to my funeral? There'll be food.